Monday, April 18, 2005.

apparently this skin's font suck like hell so i am gonna stick with this sucky font for the time being.

okay.if you have seen me on tv,yea that is me.i look horrid.i know.don't scream that in front of my face.i appreciate tht.

today was not so cool.yea.pe was shitty.had to run like rounds and played capt. ball afterwards.try doing tht and climb somemore stairs.tell me that you are not tired,YOU ARE LYING.

lessons were okay.went back home and sorta did my hmewrk.yea.



sunday was lame.lazing around and did my hmewrk.wished i could focus and do finsih everythingat one go.sadly,that's not the case.

saturday went to aljunied that part to get a haircut.i look like a chicken.damn.i dunnoe.suntec has a lot of nice shoes,but they are not my cuppa tea.went to the other end of singapore instead.pasir ris.bought another pair of shoes again altho i bought a new one 4 das ago.i love you mom.you rock.felt a bit sad.i was actually wasting a lot of money.its not like as if i wear it everyday.sigh.the guilt.had a good game of badminton.i so do not look compatible wit ah rui.i look as if i was his big sis or sth.


fri was ok.lessons were ok tho.netball we had long run again.waited for wanqi.we sorta slacked tht day.cos coach wasn't there and our ex senior came and coach us.sigh.sometimes i dun feel like going netball.feel that like the seniors are always mocking at me.just bcos i joined this cca late.i am trying very hard to fit in and do my best.why can't you guys understand.maybe you guys do.maybe i am just oversensitive.whatever.i dun care.some seniors really freak me out.they give me looks and they look vicious.i am freaked out.i reallly am.



i forgot wht happened on thurs.someone pls come and tell me wht happen.i am suffering frm memory loss.i dun feel like remebering everything.my memories now are bad.they hurt me.its all bad.i cry when i think of them.oh i know wht happen alr.i had metor menti session.we were pigging out on noodles and bubble tea.i dun feel right.i feel xtra.tell me i am just imagining things.



mkhor told us tht he is leaving.i feel indebted to him.he thought me a lot on maths.just wanna say thankyou.tht's about it.


i feel bad today.dunnoe why.signs of premature ageing.

9:20 PM
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